[0:00]I don't know, I'm starting to just feel something different. And then I was also, I was looking on this Bible and there's a story called John 5, and it's about a guy who's at these pools, and some people follow the Bible, some people don't, that's fine. And Jesus is is at the is at the pools in in Bethesda and there's a sick man there and he's been sick for a long time. And Jesus asks him, do you want to be healed? He asks him, do you want to be healed? And that's a crazy question because, you know, if I get healed, then I'm different. You know, if if somebody gets healed, they have a new story. So that's just been something that I've been having to ask myself, it's like, do I want to be healed? Do I really want something different? And sometimes a lot of the answer is no, I don't. I don't know if I'm scared of, I don't know what I am. I don't know if I don't want to do what it takes to get, I can't even tell what it is. It's hard for me, some of this stuff is a little bit hard for me to say, I think, I don't even know why, but I I think I want a new story.
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