[0:00]Hey everybody. I wanted to talk a little bit about my experience being cocked. Particularly, something that happened between me and my ex-wife. Now, Before I begin, there are two things that you need to know about my ex-wife. Okay? Number one, she loved getting jiggy with it. Right? She loved it. She was like an animal. Um, and she died. So that was kind of like a a chicken in the egg scenario, you know, divorce, death, which came first, but point is, whichever way slice it, she's out of my life. I was never I never knew if, you know, if your partner dies, does that automatically mean you you're there your ex, you know? Um, but anyway, This is not normally a story that I probably would feel comfortable telling because it's very personal, right? But the reason that I wanted to tell it was because, I don't know if you guys have noticed, but I've sort of been blowing up lately, you know? And so, um, I feel like now I have a little bit more of a platform and that allows me to sort of provide people a perspective on things that they wouldn't normally see. For example, cocking is typically is kind of a joke, right? It's sort of considered a punchline in our culture. And for me, it's the exact opposite because I have always struggled with insecurity, dysfunction in the bedroom and everywhere else. I mean, if you've watched this YouTube channel for more than five seconds, you probably could tell that I'm very mentally ill, right? Um, so cocking for me is sort of more of a a therapeutic exercise, right? It's sort of an emotional, ritualistic sort of thing. Um, and basically, like I said, I I had a very, very difficult time my entire life sort of making it happen. In in the terms of intimacy. And so, um, it what really wasn't until my ex-wife and I got together and then really got to know each other and got comfortable with each other that I, we were able, I was able to have anything remotely resembling physical intimacy. And so, um, even when it was good, you know, even when it was even the best night that we had, I was still, It would be over, and I would think, you know, I would obsess over were you faking it? Would you rather be with somebody else? Do you wish it was your ex, you know, all this stuff? And I would I would I would grill her basically every night about all these things. Um, and it then that started to spill over into my daily life, you know? I would I would that would become are are are you cheating on me? Are you, you know, why aren't you texting me back? Why aren't you calling me? Do you even love me? All this stuff. And it got very, very, very, very difficult for both of us. And I and that really started to sort of fray our relationship, you know? And it started to I remember very vividly one night, I had a dream. That's not like Martin Luther King, not that kind of dream. I hope he didn't have a dream like this because otherwise he would be pretty freaky. Um, I don't know, he's kind of hot, you know, maybe it's anyway. I had a dream, now I can't stop thinking about Martin Luther King. I had a nightmare. Let's say that. I have a nightmare. Evil Dr. King, right? Um, I had a nightmare where my wife was engaging in an act of physical intimacy in front of me and I couldn't do anything about it. And she was doing it to humiliate me. She was tormenting me with it, right? And it started to become a recurring nightmare. And eventually I brought this up to her and I said, um, I've been having this dream where you were you at the time I didn't know exactly that that's what it was called, cocking. Um, but I told her, I have been having this nightmare where you physically are you you torment me, um, psychologically and physically. You know, in this way. I don't want to say it because I don't want to get YouTube to get all pissy with me, but but yeah, basically I told her and she said, um, I thought she would think it was funny, but she really did not. And she said, you know what? I am getting sick of you having this idea of me in your head, this figment of your imagination, who is evil. Right? You have invented a version of me that is evil and it's trying to ruin your life and you think that's me. Right? You projected that onto me. So, that's what's causing all the problems in our relationship. And at the time, I was sort of like, okay, lesson learned. Don't tell you anything ever again, right? Zip. But, you know, after I started to think about it, and I started to realize she was exactly right. I was right on the money. Um, and I I sort of sat with this for a little bit and and I and I, you know, I I started to try to I worked with my therapist trying to trying to uh figure out how to sort of get the evil version of her out of my head. Um, but but it was just it's very, very deep-seated problems that I have. So, basically, one night, we had a had a argument and it was about something so dumb. I don't even remember what it was, but basically the the the, you know how it's sort of, it's like every argument isn't really about the thing that it's about. It's it's about the it's like most couples have the same argument over and over again their entire relationship, right? Same thing. And that's definitely the case with us. And it got to a point where she said, what do we do? We cannot we cannot continue going on like this. So, we have to either do something or end it. And I, as a joke, said, well, why don't we have a threesome? You know? And I was expecting her to laugh. I was trying to break the tension with that. But But her reaction was like, really? And I could tell that she was actually interested and I said, well, I was joking but yeah, if you, I was at a place where I am just I feel like I'm such a pathetic loser in relationships. I was at a place where I was ready to do any. You're gonna probably hear the rest of the story and you're gonna say, you're so stupid. But you have to understand, I was in a place where I would do anything to just have her love me again. Right? I would do anything to have her to to just fix it. And I didn't know at the time, nothing will do that. It's not possible. But so, when I said the threesome remark and she said she was interested, I I said, uh, you know, I I was just joking. But if you are interested, then then I'll think about it. And she said, you know what? Yeah. And the reason why she said that was because, this is probably important context I should have mentioned earlier, she was polyamorous before we got married. So she sort of lived her whole life, you know, slinging it all around town and everybody was just supposed to be fine with that, you know? And I said, I made that an ultimatum. I said, I cannot be, we I cannot do that. So either you, it's probably not gonna work between the two of us, but we fell so in love that she was she was willing to give that up for me. And I, you know, talking about it now, I don't think I ever really appreciated that the way that I should have. And that's my bad. Um, I did a lot of things wrong up until this point, right? Well, and still, anyway, she said, okay, let's do a threesome. So I was like, okay, you know, sort of hesitantly, but but but but I figured I could let her have this because because she gave in to me to get married, and so I can give in to her a little bit, compromise, right? So I sat with it for a few more days and then I came to her. I had sort of, uh, you know, it it I do a lot of surfing on the internet, you know? And so it's almost impossible to to not find something about cocking in some way or shape or form, you know? And I had sort of stumbled into a to a Reddit community centered around it, and it was very cool, you know? They were very like-minded people and and we all sort of shared similar, um, desires and similar problems. And, um, you know, so, so I had sort of been I when I was thinking about the threesome, I was like, well, I don't really want it. I don't really feel like that would be good because I can barely make one person happy in the sack, let alone two, you know? So, so I said to her, what if instead of a threesome, you have a, you get with somebody else and you do it in front of me and I watch. Right? And at first, she laughed. This wasn't a joke, she thought. This one was a joke. Um, and she said, you want me to cock you? And I said, well, yeah, I mean, I don't know. I mean, it's it's it's I know it's considered a joke, but I sort of I said, yeah, I mean, I feel like maybe there's a concept in therapy called exposure therapy. Okay? And that is basically when you if you have a fear or a phobia, you expose yourself to the fear or phobia, so that you see it's not a big deal and you get over it. So if you're afraid of bees, kick a bees nest. If you're a germophobe, you know, stick a sandwich in the toilet and eat it or start licking your own. I don't know. Point is, you expose yourself to the phobia, and then you see that it's not a big deal. So I said, my worst nightmare, literally my worst nightmare is that my I'm getting cocked. So what if it just happens, and then I'm like, okay, the worst thing that could ever happen happened. Now we can move on. Now we can I can stop living in fear of this thing happening, constantly, and we can actually have a good marriage. It's a it was a good idea, even now that I'm saying again, it seems like a good idea. But So, I I presented this to her with all my reasoning. And she said, okay, you know, and she was really interested. A little too interested. That was probably the first red flag, but But at the time I didn't really. So, the next question became, should we pick somebody who we both know or a stranger? And at first, I thought it would be better with somebody that we knew because because then we can sort of talk about it and and, you know, process things and and all have a we could even maybe go to throuples therapy, you know? Look at me now, I'm becoming poly and I got tricked into it. Anyway, um, then, uh, you know, we sort of started to realize, well, if it's uh, we were going down the list of people who were contenders from our social circles and and I was realizing, I, you know, I can't start going to trivia night and picturing you railing my wife every single time I'm trying to figure out, you know, who the 12th president was. So, um, so, so I probably would have stopped sooner had I had all the information that I have now in the future, but I didn't. So, the time rolls around, you know, I can't focus at work because I'm thinking about it and then and then then the night rolls around. It was a Friday night. And, uh, and, uh, there's a knock at the door. He's here, right? She had told me she never met this guy before. And she was acting like she had never met this guy before. But as soon as she opened the door, I could swear, there was a little bit of a it was like a little like a flicker of recognition, you know? She It was like, they they said, all nice to meet you, you know, hi, how are you? My name's so and so. But, the look in her eye seemed like she knew who this person was. But I'm not gonna I can't say anything because I'm gonna sound like a crazy person. But that was sort of a stomach drop moment, you know? But I but I said, no, no, no, no, no, no. It's all in your head because I'm paranoid about everything else. How do I know what's right and what's not? That's my torment in life. So I said, okay, whatever. He comes in and and, you know, they're sort of like, well, should we make small talk or do you do what you want to get into it? We had put out a little shory board. Um, you know, my wife likes doing that kind of stuff. Um, probably should have been another red flag how into it she was getting, you know? It was like it was going to be a date. She had lit candles and, you know, cheese and all this stuff and wine. Um, So they started he starts having crackers and and, uh, you know, talking about all of just the weather and and all this stuff. And then eventually they said, okay, it's time. Like they had they started acting like they had been talking about this before. And maybe that wasn't, maybe they had that wasn't exactly something that I had said, no, that's for no. But but still, it was weird that it seemed like they had they were the team and I wasn't. I guess I'm complaining about exactly what I wanted and I and I told her to, but I don't know. It's just all these things were starting to I was starting to really, really, really, really get agitated and anxious. And I should have stopped it. I should have said no, I don't want to do this anymore, but I didn't because I thought that was supposed to be good. I thought that was the way it was supposed to go. So, they they they say, okay, we are going to start. Let's go in the bedroom. So I walked in and I felt like I was about to puke. I sit in I sit in a chair that we had positioned there. The cock chair, right? Yeah. Um, I sat down and knowing in I probably should have what I should have done was face the dude and not and see the back of my wife's head. Because what sunk me was I sat behind the guy and I saw my wife's face straight on. So I was looking at her face processing every single micro expression that she was emitting. She walked over to the guy and she was so excited. The look on her face of excitement when she was coming up to him and leaning in, you know? And she was like, you know, I can't do it, but but but but it was a look that I had never seen before in my wife. She was excited in a way that I had never seen before in my life. And that broke me. That was what pushed me over the edge. Because I knew there's no coming back from this. There's no coming back from knowing. This is a person who I thought I have I have learned inside and out, right? And now I'm seeing that is not the case. She has been hiding this part of herself from me. Not hiding it, but it's just I've never seen it before. So that probably means there's a lot else that I haven't seen. Maybe it's my fault, we can argue that until the cows come home, but point is, I was realizing the true depth of how over our relationship was. And I lied and I told my family that the last that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but, But even then, eventually I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me. And eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[25:27]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died. I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[27:11]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[27:28]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[29:06]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[29:22]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[30:59]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[31:15]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[32:52]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[33:09]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[34:46]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[35:03]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[36:40]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[36:56]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[38:33]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[38:50]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[40:27]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[40:44]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[42:21]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[42:38]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[44:15]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[44:32]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[46:09]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[46:26]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[48:03]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[48:20]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[49:57]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[50:14]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[51:51]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[52:08]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[53:45]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[54:02]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[55:39]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[55:56]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[57:33]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[57:50]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[59:27]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[59:44]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:01:21]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:01:38]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:03:15]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:03:32]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:05:09]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:05:26]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:07:03]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:07:20]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:08:57]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:09:14]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved.
[11:00:09]And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:10:51]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:11:08]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:12:45]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:13:02]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:14:39]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:14:56]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:16:33]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:16:50]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:18:27]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:18:44]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:20:21]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:20:38]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:22:15]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:22:32]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:24:09]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:24:26]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:26:03]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:26:20]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:27:57]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:28:14]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:29:51]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:30:08]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:31:45]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:32:02]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:33:39]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:33:56]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:35:33]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:35:50]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:37:27]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:37:44]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:39:21]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:39:38]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:41:15]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:41:32]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:43:09]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:43:26]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:45:03]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:45:20]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:46:57]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:47:14]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:48:51]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:49:08]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:50:45]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:51:02]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:52:39]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:52:56]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:54:33]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:54:50]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:56:27]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:56:44]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[1:58:21]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[1:58:38]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:00:15]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:00:32]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:02:09]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:02:26]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:04:03]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:04:20]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:05:57]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:06:14]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:07:51]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:08:08]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:09:45]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:10:02]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:11:39]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:11:56]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:13:33]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:13:50]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:15:27]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:15:44]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:17:21]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:17:38]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:19:15]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:19:32]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:21:09]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:21:26]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:23:03]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:23:20]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:24:57]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:25:14]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:26:51]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:27:08]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:28:45]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:29:02]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:30:39]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:30:56]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:32:33]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:32:50]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:34:27]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:34:44]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:36:21]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:36:38]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:38:15]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:38:32]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:40:09]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:40:26]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:42:03]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:42:20]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:43:57]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:44:14]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:45:51]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
[2:46:08]I lied and I told my family that that what we had gone out to eat the previous night and we had had a beautiful evening and said, we'd loved each other, but even then, eventually, I couldn't keep up that lie because I had decided to end it. 12 hours before she died. So, her parents are trying to coordinate funeral crap with me, and eventually I just said, listen, we got a divorce the night before. We said, it's over. So, I don't want to be involved in this, okay? This is your problem. You deal with it. Leave me out of it. I don't want to be involved. And they said, they assumed that I was grieving. And so they said, no, no, no, it's, you know, come on, it's okay. We we love you. You're part of this family. And I said, no, I'm not a part of this family. I'm nothing! She cocked me! And they said, what does that mean? And I said, just don't worry about it, okay?
[2:47:50]That was me hanging up the phone. I said, she's dead. That's how she died.
