[0:10]I am in so much pain, my stomach hurts. I can't sleep anymore.
[0:18]I need to find a doctor, but I don't know the words for this. Every English word is gone. My mind is just a dark, empty room.
[0:37]I am alone in London. If I can't speak, nobody can help me. I must be brave. I will go to the clinic. I will try to speak. I feel like a ghost, a ghost in pain. This is a nightmare.
[1:10]Where is the clinic? My phone is shaking in my hands.
[1:20]I see the NHS sign. Please, let the people be kind to me. I am entering now. The smell of medicine is everywhere. There is a long queue. Everyone looks busy. Everyone is fast.
[1:45]I wanna run back home. I am too scared to say hello. No, I am Emily. I have a voice. I will go to the desk now. Hello. Do you have your medical records and insurance card? I... I have a pain. My stomach, it is very bad. I need...
[2:17]I need your ID and your registration form.
[2:26]I don't understand. What is a registration form? The form from your doctor. Do you have an appointment?
[2:39]No appointment. I just have pain, please. I am hurting. We are very busy today. You must wait. Take a seat over there. I feel like a ghost again. I am here, but she doesn't see me.
[3:06]Why is English so difficult when I am sick? It is not fair. I studied the body parts in school, but now I forgot them. Is it my stomach? My tummy? My belly? I am so lost. Next patient, room 4, please. I can't do this. I will just go home and stay in bed alone. I am not a traveler. I am just a girl who can't speak. Goodbye, London. You are too fast for a ghost like me. Wait, are you okay? You look like you are in a lot of pain.
[4:05]Oh, you are the man from the airport. John? Yes, it's John. I am here for a check-up. Why are you leaving?
[4:20]I can't talk to them. They speak so fast. I feel so stupid. You are not stupid. You are just hurting. Let's sit down.
[4:36]My stomach is burning, but when I try to speak, I have no words. Your mind goes blank because you are scared. That is normal. Exactly. My brain is empty. I am just a body with no voice.
[5:00]Listen, your health is more important than perfect grammar. But I want to say the right words. I don't wanna make errors. Errors don't matter now. Connection matters. Just connect.
[5:21]Connect? How can I connect if I don't know the word for pain? I will show you. I have some medical weapons for you. Weapons? To fight the fast receptionist? I like that. Ready to find your voice again? Let's build your shield.
[5:54]A shield? You mean like a knight? I am just a patient, John. Exactly. Words are your armor. They protect you from being lost. I feel so weak right now. I hope these words are strong enough. They are. Let's start with your first brick for this shield. Look at this phrase: I have a pain in... It's very simple. I have a pain in... It's easy to read, but hard to say now. Don't think too much, just feel the words. Say it after me: I have a pain in my stomach.
[6:57]Now your turn, Emily. I have a pain in my stomach. Hmm. Hey, that wasn't so bad, John. See? You are not a ghost. You are a speaker with a voice. Now let's practice more. I ask, you answer. Ready everyone? Where is the pain? Stomach. 1, 2, 3, go!
[7:35]I have a pain in my stomach. I am touching the hurt part. YOUR TURN!
[7:46]Great! Now let's try chest. Where is the pain? Your turn. I have a pain in my chest. It feels like a heavy weight.
[8:04]Good focus. Now touch your head. Where is the pain? I have a pain in my head. It is like a loud drum inside.
[8:21]You are doing it. One more. Your back. Where is the pain? I have a pain in my back. I can feel the words working.
[8:39]Perfect. Again. Faster this time. Where is the pain? Stomach. I have a pain in my stomach. I am getting faster, John. Excellent. Where is the pain? Chest. Everyone join in. I have a pain in my chest. I feel stronger with every word. Again. Where is the pain? I have a pain in my head. My voice is coming back to me. Last one. Where is the pain? Back. Speak it loud.
[9:33]I have a pain in my back. I am not scared of the desk now. Look at you. You are not running away. You are standing tall.
[9:49]I am standing but my English still feels messy John. I still worry about ah or the, my grammar is not perfect. Forget perfect, perfection is a wall, connection is a door. But in my school mistakes were bad. I always felt small. School is a sprint. Real life is a Marathon, Emily. Slow down.
[10:27]English is a Marathon not a 100 meter sprint, always remember that. A Marathon, I like that, it means I have time to grow. Yes, every mistake is just a step forward in your race.
[10:54]So it's okay if I say stomach pain without the grammar? Yes, the doctor wants to help you not give you a grade. A grade, hahaha hahaha. I don't want an A. I just wanna feel better. Then you are already winning, you are connecting not performing. Connecting, not performing. I will repeat that in my heart. Good, your shield is getting stronger. Can you feel it? Yes, I feel it.
[11:41]I can. I am Emily and I am a runner in this Marathon. That's my student, now let's prepare for the doctor's office. I am ready for the doctor. I am ready to use my voice. Knowing where is good, but the doctor needs to know how it feels. How it feels like a storm or like a heavy rock in my belly. Exactly, let's add 3 more bricks to your shield. Look here, burning, sharp, heavy. Burning like fire, sharp like a knife and heavy like a rock. Yes, use this. It feels like word, it's very powerful. It feels like burning. My stomach really feels like that now. Good, now let's practice with our hearts like real actors. Acting in a clinic, people will think I am crazy, John. Let them think, emotions help your brain remember the words. First, real pain, you are hurting, speak with your body. Oh, it feels like burning. It hurts so much, John. Everyone at home, repeat after Emily. YOUR TURN! It feels like burning. Oh, the fire in my stomach.
[13:57]Next one, sharp pain, like a needle. Go, Emily.
[14:05]It feels sharp, it's like a tiny knife inside me.
[14:22]Don't stop, repeat it again. YOUR TURN!
[14:32]It feels sharp. It feels sharp, I am feeling the words. Last one for pain, heavy like a giant stone. Speak! It feels heavy. I can't move. It is so so heavy.
[15:07]Perfect. Now let's change. Be the shy Emily again.
[15:17]I remember her. She was a ghost. She was too scared to speak. Speak to the doctor very quietly. It feels like burning. Excuse me, it feels like burning. Is that okay?
[15:37]Again, very shy. Your turn. It feels sharp. Sorry, sorry. It feels very sharp.
[15:52]One more, the heavy feeling, you are very embarrassed. It feels heavy. I'm sorry for bothering you, doctor. Good. But we don't wanna stay shy. Now, be brave. Brave like a hero. I like this version of me better. Yes, you are the boss of your health. Speak it loud. It feels like burning. Listen to me, I need help. That's it. Everyone, be brave with her. Your turn. It feels sharp. I am telling you the truth, doctor. Don't stop, the heavy one. Use your shield voice.
[17:05]It feels heavy. I am Emily and I have a voice. I love it. Again, fast. Burning, sharp, heavy. Burning, sharp, heavy. I am a Marathon runner now. One more time. Everyone together. Your turn. It feels like burning. It feels sharp. It feels heavy. Look at you. You are not a ghost. You are a fire.
[17:59]I feel so much better, the words are not heavy anymore. Because you connected the words to your heart. Not a book. Connection, not performance. I am starting to love English.
[18:24]Emily, Room 4, please.
[18:30]That's me. I'm going in, John. I have my shield.
[18:37]John is staying here. I am walking into that room alone now.
[18:46]You have your shield, Emily. You are not a ghost anymore. Go! I am at the door. It is so quiet in here. My heart is beating.
[19:04]Hello, I am Emily. I have an appointment, I think. Please sit down. I am Doctor Miller. How can I help you today? Thank you, doctor. I have a pain in my stomach. It is bad. I see. When did the pain start? Was it after a meal? It started at 2:00 in the middle of the night. Hmm. Have you had any fever, nausea or dizziness since then? Fever, nausea, um, I don't, I don't know those words.
[20:02]Any family history of diabetes or high blood pressure? I feel small again. The invisible girl is coming back.
[20:16]No, I am a Marathon runner. I have my magic sentences.
[20:26]I'm sorry, I don't understand. Can you speak slowly, please?
[20:38]Oh, I am so sorry, Emily. I speak too fast sometimes. Thank you. I am still learning English. It is a Marathon. A Marathon. I like that. Okay, let's go slowly. Fever? Hot head? No, my head is not hot. I am okay. Good. Now, tell me about the pain. Where exactly is it? It is here, and it feels like burning.
[21:22]Burning pain. Does it feel sharp, like a small needle? Yes, sharp. It feels sharp when I move my body like this. I understand. Is it a heavy feeling too? No, not heavy. Just burning and very, very sharp. You are doing great, Emily. Your English is very clear. I will thank you for building my shield with me, John.
[22:07]I need to check your pulse, please, give me your hand.
[22:17]I am not afraid of this room anymore. I am a speaker now. Your heart is beating a little fast. Are you feeling nervous, Emily? Maybe a little. But I have my voice. That is my power.
[22:39]I think it is just a small stomach flu. You need rest. Rest, sleep in my bed, no work today. Yes, and drink lots of water. No coffee for 2 days. No coffee? That is hard. But I will do it for my health. Great! I will write a prescription for you. Take it to the chemist.
[23:12]Chemist? Is that the shop for medicine? I saw one outside. Yes, the pharmacy desk. Please take this paper with you. They will guide you there. I have my medicine paper. I have my answers. Thank you. You are welcome. Remember, just ask if you don't understand. I will. Goodbye, Doctor Miller. See you soon. Maybe. I am out, John. John, John. I did it. I spoke to the doctor. I know you would. I heard you from here. You asked him to slow down. Brave!
[24:05]I was the boss. He was fast, but I made him slow down. Now, let's practice your fastest English. The race continues. Hmm.
[24:34]Hahaha. I have a headache and it feels sharp for 1 hour. Nice!
[25:35]Hahaha. I have a headache and it feels sharp for 1 hour. Excellent! Did you hear the atch. It's like a math problem. Headache, stomach ache, backache. I am collecting these bricks. Now, Level 2. Faster. Everyone at home, keep up. Your turn. Ready when you are. I have a headache and it feels sharp for 1 hour.
[25:33]Well done, Emily! Hahaha. I have a headache and it feels sharp for 1 hour. Now, Level 2. Faster. Everyone at home, keep up. Your turn. Ready when you are. I have a headache and it feels sharp for 1 hour.
[25:33]Well done, Emily! Hahaha. I have a headache and it feels sharp for 1 hour. Now, Level 2. Faster. Everyone at home, keep up. Your turn. Ready when you are. I have a headache and it feels sharp for 1 hour.
[25:33]Well done, Emily! Hahaha. I have a headache and it feels sharp for 1 hour. Hahaha, I have a headache and it feels sharp for 1 hour. Nice. I have a backache and it feels heavy for 3 days. Huh. I am collecting these bricks. Now, Level 2. Faster. Everyone at home, keep up. Your turn. Ready when you are. I have a headache and it feels sharp for 1 hour.
[25:33]Well done, Emily! Hahaha. I have a headache and it feels sharp for 1 hour. Hahaha, I have a headache and it feels sharp for 1 hour. Nice. I have a stomach ache and it feels burning for 2 hours.
[26:16]I have a stomach ache and it feels burning for 2 hours.
[26:26]I have a headache and it feels sharp for 1 hour. I have a backache and it feels heavy for 3 days.
[26:41]Last second. Final shout. Everyone together. Your turn. I am a traveler with a voice. I am not a ghost.
[27:02]Champion. You finished the Marathon today, Emily. I am breathing fast, but I feel so strong. English is fun. The goal is to enjoy the practice. You spoke clearly and shared your message.
[27:25]Connection over perfection. I am ready for the pharmacy.
[27:34]Go, show them your speed. I will wait for you outside.
[27:43]I am walking now. I don't need a dictionary. I have me.
[27:54]I see the fast receptionist. I will give her a big smile.
[28:02]She is not a monster. She is just a person in a hurry.
[28:11]Next, oh, it's you. Do you have your paper? Yes, here is my prescription. Thank you for your help. You're welcome. Have a better day, Emily.
[28:33]Did you hear that? She used my name. I am not invisible. I look at the pharmacy sign. It is bright and green.
[28:49]My stomach still hurts, but my heart feels so happy.
[28:58]One more step. The Marathon is almost at the station.
[29:06]I am walking to the counter. I know what to say.
[29:14]Hello, how can I help you today? Hello. I have a stomach ache. Here is my paper. I see. Take one pill twice a day after your meals. Twice a day. Hmm. After food. I have it. Hmm. Thank you. I am buying my medicine. I am protecting my health.
[29:50]I used my English to stay safe. This is real power.
[29:59]John was right. The phone, the clinic. They are just tools. You did it, Emily. You are a master of reflexes now. I am a master. I am a traveler. I am Emily. The race is over for today, but the adventure continues. John, I did it. I have the medicine and I feel so relieved. I am so proud of you. You connected with them beautifully. I understood the doctor's plan. I am not a ghost anymore. You used your voice as a tool. That is the real victory. I was scared of my grammar. But he only cared about my pain.
[31:09]Doctors are not teachers, Emily. They do not give grades. No grades for me. Just health and clear English. Keep this energy. You are a true Marathon runner now. I will. Thank you for building my shield with me, John. My job is done. The city is waiting for your voice. Go! I am ready. Goodbye, John. See you on the road. Okay?
[31:50]He is gone. But I am standing tall. I am finally seen.
[32:02]I wanna tell you something. Please listen to my heart. Today was hard, but I found a very big truth in London. Communication is for connection. It is not for a performance.
[32:26]You do not need a perfect accent to ask for help. Just speak. Your health is your priority. Don't let fear stop you.
[32:43]Mistakes are just steps. They are not a wall in your way. If I can talk to a doctor in London, you can do it too.
[33:00]English is a Marathon. It is okay to walk slowly sometimes. I am taking a break now. I need to rest my stomach.
[33:16]I understood the instructions. Twice a day after food. No coffee for 2 days. I will be very healthy and calm. Hahaha. I am not an invisible girl anymore. I am a speaker. I am Emily, and I am a traveler with a voice.
[34:02]Let's run this Marathon together. I wanna hear you. Subscribe to my adventure. The road is very long and fun. I am walking home now. London feels so warm today. I have my shield. I have my voice. I am safe.
[34:36]See you in the next station. Don't stop running.
