[0:00]Yes. No, you are learning a lot to like the food. I just don't I want you to like this food today. I worked in restaurants. I didn't know this. Were you a hooker? No, I'm just kidding. The real hookers are the people that want to come there and see the other famous people. So, you know, I actually, I've been so busy this trip, really haven't listened to any of my messages. Well, I thought I'd hear from Jill, to tell you the truth. You haven't heard from her since you've been here? No. Are we think she'd say, I'm sorry I can't be here, are you having a good time? Something. Did anyone else hear from her? No. I didn't. I don't think I did. The only thing that Jill keeps asking me is if Bethany is well. She's worried about Bethany. So, she's not here. You asked me and I'm telling you the facts. I'll give you the facts. You want the facts, those are the facts. She's not thinking about that. She's thinking about herself because she lets herself look stupid. I'm sorry, Ramona, this isn't about you. She's thinking about Bethany. I didn't say it was about me. She's asking me about you. This is all, it's all white noise. If you yell louder, it doesn't mean you're right. No one's attacking you. She's just saying. I'm not saying she's attacking me. I'm not acknowledging that. She's not about her. I'm saying that she's asking me about you and I'm saying she's well. You're not letting anybody talk. There is no conversation. Welcome to Bethany's world of like how people are asking about her. Kelly was just trying to dominate the conversation. She didn't want anyone else to talk but her. You know, there's a certain etiquette when you're with other people at a dinner. You give everyone a chance to speak but she wasn't doing any of that. This is like white noise. This is like all it's all white noise. Don't say anything. Time out. Time out. This is time out. We're just time out now. This is time out. If you're white noise then you'll be white noise too. Okay, great. Let me just text. Good Alex. Bethany, I love you. I know we had this little altercation at the Brooklyn Bridge. You did. We did. And I I want actually formally apologize for I don't know what happened. We'll just be talking about now. I don't know. I do. I really do. Are you going to sit on her lap? They're both just leave us alone. You guys having a moment? Are you guys going to make out with a tongue? Okay, I have a I have something important to say. You need a freaking time out. I don't want a time out. I want you to zip it. You know what? Guess what? This is about Ramona. I have something really important to say to her. If you don't want to listen. Wait, oh, you're going to apologize for crying or for making her cry? You know what? What do you know about anything? You told me everything. You told me that you made her cry. You're really pushing it now. You made her cry. Listen. She made her cry. Can I just say, okay. You made Bethany cry. I can't diffuse her anymore. You have, okay, so you and I have to go somewhere. Come here. Come on, I gotta talk to you. Yeah, you guys going intimate moment? Yeah, we're going to. Yeah, you too. You going to make love too. Okay, with a tongue. Go ahead, guys. You too. That's what I do. I can't even diffuse you anymore. Cuz I don't care. Please don't abandon me. Finally, everyone's turn to same channel on. No, just say just say to me, I've always been right about everything I've said. You've always been right, okay? Thank you. Because, let me tell you something, she's so nuts. By the way, I have it's almost scary. Something's wrong. I'm trying. Okay, listen, I'm trying. I don't think it's her fault. I think something's wrong with her. I I it must be. She goes from here to here. She turns around. She's this way and then she's another person. You know what I said earlier, Alex? Just let's not waste energy on this. She's not going to get it. It was between them and you weren't a part of it.
[3:05]No. You were telling them to zip it. You were talking and they were trying to talk. She told me before that she was harassing Bethany about all these things. Well, those are her feelings and she's going to discuss them right now with Bethany. Yes, and this is Oh my God, this is free to be you and me, 1979. Today, like to be honest with you, Alex, today I saw this incredibly vulnerable. So, you have so much pent up anger and anxiety and I just want to like. I just want you to be beautiful and tonight when I saw you like all relaxed. And I just want you to be because I just had a massage and relaxed and Could I say something, actually? You can say anything you want. I was afraid to get in front of your camera. I was. I didn't know what would happen. With me? Alex is having nightmares about me while I'm having nightmares about. Bethany killing me. I was afraid to get in front of the camera because she's. Let's not over dramatize. I'm not having nightmares. I was having nightmares. I had them. I threw up. But I was, I threw up the night before I came thinking that Bethany was going to kill me. She tried to kill me so many times before. When did she try to kill you? Kelly, it is about her. We're talking about her right now. We're talking about Alex in front of your camera. No, you know, it's just, if you have no, if you have any kind of fears about being in front of my camera, that's an issue. There are times when you just kind of seem to go a little crazy and you kind of go on the attack. You did yourself on the camera. You did. Alex, like you channel these weird people. I was scared. I was scared. What did she do? We don't know, it's hard to follow this conversation. The night of Ramona's true renewal party. Oh, wait, what does that have to do with your life? You just need to zip it. What happens? Zip it. Because I'm like. You're going to go on these other corners. I'm listening to you right now. Okay, we're listening. So we were all standing there out of the freaking blue. Alex decides to say. And by the way, Jill Zarin, I want you to know. And this black eye makeup in white face. She was in makeup at your party to deliver the message in evil and her evil world. She wasn't Kabuki. Well, you were because you were like white face and black eyes. Oh, she came in costume. Seriously, I was like, holy, she came in costume. She was like channeling like, I don't know, like a vampire. Now me, now it's my turn to be attacked? I don't understand. I don't know who this Kelly is but it's a little scary. You know what? She's eccentric. We should get into this. I'm not eccentric. I'm real. And I changed because we went to a club afterwards. Yes. You went to a night club? You know what I said? You just give up. I'm having. She's really concerned because Alex, you know, did something that was really inappropriate. That was weird that she was like, Alex needs a time out. Okay. Bye bye. She needs a time out. She needs a time out. I'm taking a time out too. You told me. We're just taking a minute now. Alex wants to fix that. You expect me to do this? That's not fair. What are you upset about?
[6:01]Oh my God, it's a witch hunt. It's a witch hunt. It's like freaking Hades in here. You just told Alex she was Kabuki with white makeup. She was. You like insulted her tonight. I didn't insult her. Why? She did a beautiful thing on the beach today and you wiped it out with your comments, which you don't mean. I don't think you mean it. I think you're very defensive and you don't mean it. Alex got crazy today. What did I do today with Alex? I wiped off her makeup. Right. Because it's scary. Kelly, you told people tonight that she's challenging the devil and then Bethany was going to kill you in your sleep with a butter knife. What are you talking about? You are like getting weird. I'm not I'm not.
